All these feelings of fear and anxiety are not right, it shouldn't be.

They will go away in time, even if you don't even know these feelings existed yet.

Run, don't hide, jump that fence and most of all it is ok to feel like the alien girl with the wonky clothes and weird life.

The other kids just don't know.

No paternal figure and an absent maternal one is hard for any 5 year old, it shouldn't be.

It is happening to you but you are a smart and tough cookie.

It will take some time to recover but when the time will be there you will make it and flower like the beautifulest of them.

You don't know it but you owe it to yourself.

Years of putting yourself in the background will fade away and be replaced by a silent sense of contentment.